loong time ago

Yes.. very long indeed.

Lot of things happened: first and more important: I got eyeglasses...yes... I am a "4 ojos".

Luckily my beloved Zsu joined to select the right ones. Everybody has said I look very good. ...Well, for somebody who had several self-esteem troubles in the high school that's great. Since I took more time to take care of my self I really feel more confident (if thats possible..) and better... One thing that got me really happy is the that I can run everyday more and less tired than when I started to control my weight and food.

But not all has been happiness: I am overworked. I know some people around know what I mean. The horrible vision of a user hiding the extra details of a project just to find out that little detail mess up all you built. Sometime I would like to fly away from this job, but I simply can't: one thing I learned long time ago is never run out a job if the new one doesn't offer at last 50% more money. Always try to get all the benefits you deserve from your old work... unless personal issues arise in a very "hardcored" way... So I won't let the big amount of money I can get behind... also looks like all in the job has been very stressed... the last days I felt a good sense among the group and that's something important in order to keep in the ship.

Maybe there's no day in our lives we don't get a big doubt to solve or think about... may be there's no way to simply keep going ahead without looking around or behind a little bit... we can have a big plan to go thru life... but like going in a highway, we just need to be aware of the next 40-50 meters ahead and some space around...it's our will to overcome and keep going no matter what happens to us the only thing we truly have and make us adapt, stronger and conquerors...

I know the last paragraph may sound a bit like some "self help" stuff, but I always believed in the inner power everybody have. Remember it's being said "Vosotros sois dioses..." and yes, we can creata the circunstances in our lives... Remember Bruce Lee: "Circunstances? Hell!! I make my circunstances!"

Last issue: I let my plans to go Italy and get a Master Degree for the next year, there are still some unfinished business here I gotta take care..... And I wanna do it with order and not running after scholarships already closed and processes only for EU residents.

from inside

Weird week: one of my best friends, the one who bring me to my current job, just announced us he is leaving. He is taking full time over the Travel One Stuff. I hope everything will keep fine for him, but that's a big bet from my point of view. The worst is that he is the one who built our current team... we've been thru hard overwork times together and now he leaves.. everything changes, that's the only thing you will ever have for sure in your life.

Bad feelings... I've been very sleepy the whole week and I found out my friend Ruth (kurai-kaoru) also did... checking the bio-rythms stuff looks like a down physical time, but after talking with an old friend, Roberto Rivera, he thinks is because an opposition Son - Mars what's troubling us... well, I hope it ends sooon as possible. I have a lot of thing to do and also I am still with the Italy stuff in my head...

Italy... seems magical that I could be so close to fullfill one of my dreams... I am closer than never to aim my sight...and reach for the sky....

First entry!

Ok, After looong time deciding, I finally did: here's my general blog.
This will be a very personal one, to share my ideas and experiences, without any specific theme.

I must first thank Bunny and Kaoru, the first for insisting in doing this, and Kaoru give me the final kick.

More to come soon...