Yes.. very long indeed.
Lot of things happened: first and more important: I got eyeglasses...yes... I am a "4 ojos".
Luckily my beloved Zsu joined to select the right ones. Everybody has said I look very good. ...Well, for somebody who had several self-esteem troubles in the high school that's great. Since I took more time to take care of my self I really feel more confident (if thats possible..) and better... One thing that got me really happy is the that I can run everyday more and less tired than when I started to control my weight and food.
But not all has been happiness: I am overworked. I know some people around know what I mean. The horrible vision of a user hiding the extra details of a project just to find out that little detail mess up all you built. Sometime I would like to fly away from this job, but I simply can't: one thing I learned long time ago is never run out a job if the new one doesn't offer at last 50% more money. Always try to get all the benefits you deserve from your old work... unless personal issues arise in a very "hardcored" way... So I won't let the big amount of money I can get behind... also looks like all in the job has been very stressed... the last days I felt a good sense among the group and that's something important in order to keep in the ship.
Maybe there's no day in our lives we don't get a big doubt to solve or think about... may be there's no way to simply keep going ahead without looking around or behind a little bit... we can have a big plan to go thru life... but like going in a highway, we just need to be aware of the next 40-50 meters ahead and some space around...it's our will to overcome and keep going no matter what happens to us the only thing we truly have and make us adapt, stronger and conquerors...
I know the last paragraph may sound a bit like some "self help" stuff, but I always believed in the inner power everybody have. Remember it's being said "Vosotros sois dioses..." and yes, we can creata the circunstances in our lives... Remember Bruce Lee: "Circunstances? Hell!! I make my circunstances!"
Last issue: I let my plans to go Italy and get a Master Degree for the next year, there are still some unfinished business here I gotta take care..... And I wanna do it with order and not running after scholarships already closed and processes only for EU residents.
Lot of things happened: first and more important: I got eyeglasses...yes... I am a "4 ojos".
Luckily my beloved Zsu joined to select the right ones. Everybody has said I look very good. ...Well, for somebody who had several self-esteem troubles in the high school that's great. Since I took more time to take care of my self I really feel more confident (if thats possible..) and better... One thing that got me really happy is the that I can run everyday more and less tired than when I started to control my weight and food.
But not all has been happiness: I am overworked. I know some people around know what I mean. The horrible vision of a user hiding the extra details of a project just to find out that little detail mess up all you built. Sometime I would like to fly away from this job, but I simply can't: one thing I learned long time ago is never run out a job if the new one doesn't offer at last 50% more money. Always try to get all the benefits you deserve from your old work... unless personal issues arise in a very "hardcored" way... So I won't let the big amount of money I can get behind... also looks like all in the job has been very stressed... the last days I felt a good sense among the group and that's something important in order to keep in the ship.
Maybe there's no day in our lives we don't get a big doubt to solve or think about... may be there's no way to simply keep going ahead without looking around or behind a little bit... we can have a big plan to go thru life... but like going in a highway, we just need to be aware of the next 40-50 meters ahead and some space around...it's our will to overcome and keep going no matter what happens to us the only thing we truly have and make us adapt, stronger and conquerors...
I know the last paragraph may sound a bit like some "self help" stuff, but I always believed in the inner power everybody have. Remember it's being said "Vosotros sois dioses..." and yes, we can creata the circunstances in our lives... Remember Bruce Lee: "Circunstances? Hell!! I make my circunstances!"
Last issue: I let my plans to go Italy and get a Master Degree for the next year, there are still some unfinished business here I gotta take care..... And I wanna do it with order and not running after scholarships already closed and processes only for EU residents.
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My Dear Darling,
Your glasses siut you INCREDIBLY! They give you that "flare" of a serious man, committed to his job who does not waste his time on "metrosexual" playaditas because he's performance and functionality over the pimping of the exterior. Of course a well trimmed hair cut would complete the look, BUT I'm holding you to your promise: get your Masters and then you can finally look like the man you are. ^_^ I know you want it, so get things going.
Work... you know how it is in this country: good people is EXPLOITED for all they worth while lazy asses skim around giving blow jobs becoming part of sycophant courts for moronic bosses and live to sink the good ones. No vision, no sense of future of cause and consequence. Well, they do not possess thinking capabilities, so ain't like you can ask much from them.
My Baby Boy, when are you going to update us on your life?
I'm overjoyed as I write this. I'm a character of one of my stories, wrapped up tightly in feelings, vulnerable as a butterfly, tossed around by the firm grasp of love joy and love pain, held so tight as if they were playing baseball with my heart. Yes, the Ice Queen is cracking again under one of her worse enemies: the human feelings born from within.
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